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Dissolution I
04:33
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Dissolution I:
No!
No!
This is not happening.
This is not real.
This is not my body.
This is not my life.
This shit is not happening.
This shit is not real.
Game Over.
Life Over.
Fuck this shit.
I am in a film of my life.
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2. |
Dissolution II
03:06
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No Lyrics
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3. |
Dissolution III
03:43
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Dissolution III
What if I eat more spinach?
What if I eat more fish?
What if I eat more spinach?
What if I eat less bread?
What if I drink more water?
What if I drink less gin?
What if that hadn’t happened?
What if I was normal?
What if I was less messy, less lazy?
More tidy, more motivated?
More organised?
What if my body was not broken?
What if my brain was not broken?
What if I eat more spinach?
What if I eat more fish?
What if I eat more spinach?
What if I eat less bread?
What if I drink more water?
What if I drink less gin?
What if that hadn’t happened?
What if I was normal?
What [if I] was less messy, less lazy?
More tidy, more motivated?
[More] organised?
What if?
[indiscernible lyrics]
…
What if I eat more spinach?
What if I eat more fish?
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4. |
Dissolution IV
08:16
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Dissolution IV:
[Vocalised: “Ah….” Throughout]
Don’t!
Don’t even say it!
I don’t want to hear it.
I know what you’re thinking
I am in a hole,
In a deep dark hole
I don’t feel ok
Don’t say “It’ll be ok!”
I just need to sit in this dark space
And let my body dissolve
Into the earth
Into the world.
I know you know me so well
But I need you to leave me to myself
Don’t. Don’t.
Please don’t say it!
I don’t believe you
Nothing is ok
Nothing
Nothing is ok.
Noone knows
Noone knows [etc]
There are no words
There are no words
I want you to know
Listen when I tell you!
Noone knows etc
How do I do this?
Where’s the peace/piece that lifts me up?
I know these walls so well
Something here is good
Some part of me is good
And worthy of love.
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5. |
Dissolution V
06:59
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Dissolution V:
[Vocalised ‘Ah’ throughout – like a choir]
Here I am… [repeated lots]
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Katy Rose Bennett Birmingham, UK
Katy Rose Bennett has been creating her earthy, intimate folk music for over 20 years, telling stories of love, despair, connection and community. She has released 7 albums to critical acclaim with plays on BBC Radio 2, 3 & 6 and RTE 1. In recent years, Katy has been expanding her musical palette, writing music for dance and theatre, and incorporating more experimental techniques into her practice ... more
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