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Dissolution - A Drake Music Commission

by Katy Rose Bennett

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1.
Dissolution I: No! No! This is not happening. This is not real. This is not my body. This is not my life. This shit is not happening. This shit is not real. Game Over. Life Over. Fuck this shit. I am in a film of my life.
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No Lyrics
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Dissolution III What if I eat more spinach? What if I eat more fish? What if I eat more spinach? What if I eat less bread? What if I drink more water? What if I drink less gin? What if that hadn’t happened? What if I was normal? What if I was less messy, less lazy? More tidy, more motivated? More organised? What if my body was not broken? What if my brain was not broken? What if I eat more spinach? What if I eat more fish? What if I eat more spinach? What if I eat less bread? What if I drink more water? What if I drink less gin? What if that hadn’t happened? What if I was normal? What [if I] was less messy, less lazy? More tidy, more motivated? [More] organised? What if? [indiscernible lyrics] … What if I eat more spinach? What if I eat more fish?
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Dissolution IV: [Vocalised: “Ah….” Throughout] Don’t! Don’t even say it! I don’t want to hear it. I know what you’re thinking I am in a hole, In a deep dark hole I don’t feel ok Don’t say “It’ll be ok!” I just need to sit in this dark space And let my body dissolve Into the earth Into the world. I know you know me so well But I need you to leave me to myself Don’t. Don’t. Please don’t say it! I don’t believe you Nothing is ok Nothing Nothing is ok. Noone knows Noone knows [etc] There are no words There are no words I want you to know Listen when I tell you! Noone knows etc How do I do this? Where’s the peace/piece that lifts me up? I know these walls so well Something here is good Some part of me is good And worthy of love.
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Dissolution V: [Vocalised ‘Ah’ throughout – like a choir] Here I am… [repeated lots]

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Dissolution: A Drake Music Commission is the result of my year as Artist-in-Residence at Drake Music
www.drakemusic.org

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released February 17, 2023

Commissioned by Drake Music
Created and Produced by Katy Rose Bennett
Mixed by Jim Cornick
Mastered by James Trevascus

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Katy Rose Bennett Birmingham, UK

Katy Rose Bennett has been creating her earthy, intimate folk music for over 20 years, telling stories of love, despair, connection and community. She has released 7 albums to critical acclaim with plays on BBC Radio 2, 3 & 6 and RTE 1. In recent years, Katy has been expanding her musical palette, writing music for dance and theatre, and incorporating more experimental techniques into her practice ... more

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